Wednesday, September 28, 2011

making decisions

when you make a decision you have to stick to it. but sometimes you get that inkling inside you that tells you not to go for it.
i had to make a decision yesterday and i decided to just stay quiet. in the end it is for the best. it was a decision between two and it was a backup plan. don't worry the first plan will not back out.
i was left with something inside that i cannot describe. it's like an anxiety that stayed with me. 
why has this had so much effect on me? i don't understand it. 
in the end we have to agree to disagree. i know it affects the lives of others but it will also affect my life.
right now my immediate state and happiness is what is important because if im not then it could be disastrous!!

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